Thursday, July 19, 2012
Feeling alone and no I such a great mood
Today I feel very shamed to let some one whom I thought was really close to me take to such a horriable level. I am better than that I am not a person who loves to fight it is not in my character to turn into such an evil cold hearted person. People just love to press my buttons to get a rise out of me. It is my fault for letting peoplr get to me like my dad alway's says "why do you fight?" "What is the great purpose?" "You do not win anything, you just make you'r self look like you have no sense!!!". I just want everything bad to get out of my life I am a good person, yes I have faws but who does not we are all humans. So no one in this world is perfect we all have our fuck up moments. I would just like to apologize for what I did and be forgiven. I do not want to grow hate for people like I said I not that type of person. Very few I can trust my life with but their are some that just say they care for me for what I help them out with but then again they are two faced hating me deep down in the inside and thats sad I do no hate no one and that is how I am going to keep my values on people who hate me think I am dumb etc. Love to everyone who pretends to be there for me and are fake. I will always have my happy face on even tho I am hurt inside. I will keep my attiude postive and keep every situation 100!!!!
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