Feeling alone and no I such a great mood

Today I feel very shamed to let some one whom I thought was really close to me take to such a horriable level. I am better than that I am not a person who loves to fight it is not in my character to turn into such an evil cold hearted person. People just love to press my buttons to get a rise out of me. It is my fault for letting peoplr get to me like my dad alway's says "why do you fight?" "What is the great purpose?" "You do not win anything, you just make you'r self look like you have no sense!!!". I just want everything bad to get out of my life I am a good person, yes I have faws but who does not we are all humans. So no one in this world is perfect we all have our fuck up moments. I would just like to apologize for what I did and be forgiven. I do not want to grow hate for people like I said I not that type of person. Very few I can trust my life with but their are some that just say they care for me for what I help them out with but then again they are two faced hating me deep down in the inside and thats sad I do no hate no one and that is how I am going to keep my values on people who hate me think I am dumb etc. Love to everyone who pretends to be there for me and are fake. I will always have my happy face on even tho I am hurt inside. I will keep my attiude postive and keep every situation 100!!!!

damn skippie

#realshit

Jenny Rivera and I 2010

Wow its that face hahahaha

I love my big fat ass and IDGAF

I love Adele no homo.....

Sonny Bill Williams hottie!!!!!!!!

“When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.” Catherine Ponder

Pretty Little Liars

Never trust a pretty girl with an ugly secret.

One thing I hate about myself is that I give to many people that have done me wrong it the past many chances to be part of my life. Wheatear if were a love, a friend, or a family memeber I have been fucked over to many times. God knows At times I wish I had a heart made out of ice and that fuck the world type of attitude. People see me as that girl you can count on which is true. I am that type of girl who will be there for you no matter what. Yes I talk a mad game like if I hear a bitch or dude talk shit about me I will be mad but 2 weeks later I will forgive you because that my attitude. To be quite honest I am getting tired of giving people many chances all I can do is pray that God can give me the strengths to just say no to people, and keep bad people away from me…… Glamdollmex